Bad Mood.

Okay, so these past couple of days have been a roller-coaster of emotions. My sister started dating one of my best friends, my friends are turning their backs on me, my parents are being insufferable. But I do complain a tad much about things like these, but I feel like i have some ground.

My sister is on the rebound, and because of that I believe that my friend is taking advantage of her. But she's happy, which she has rarely been these past few weeks. So, I suppose, I should be, happy for her? I'm finding that very hard because he has a bumpy track record. But I suppose she's a big girl and can handle herself. 

One of my best friends, Dallas, has been kind of giving me the cold shoulder. She's been doing this on and off since mid-summer. She thinks that I'm selfish and self-absorbed. I have tried in the past to mend our friendship, but she keeps ignoring me at random points. I guess I'll play this by ear.

My mom and step-dad are just trying to piss me off, i swear. I know that they aren't but they tend to pop up at the worst times and try to talk. I know that they only mean the best, but it's hard to hold my tongue when all my built up stress and anger is on the verge of boiling over, and they try to have a heart to heart. 

I'm a very pissed-off person a lot. I should learn to get over it. 

In other news, I'm painting my room. Dark Plum. I plan on putting an Indian influence into it. My mom has old Indian-print curtains that I want to put up. It'll turn out nice, I hope. 

I also think I'm treating my boyfriend less than fair, since most of these pissed-off emotions get pushed off onto him, and he is he only thing keeping me sane through all this. I also don't think he realizes that I appreciate him putting up with my crap. I hope all this will blow over. Regardless, I'll need to treat him better. 

That's all for now. peace :)